Preciously Expensive

When I am crying in my praying, I realize then how expensive you are
When I remember the letter I wrote then I understand
How precious you are so 'feeling' should pay
When I can't stop my tears then I know well how much
How much I love you and being afraid of loosing you

I was just so fool for understanding not that I have to compete
So many beautiful body and heart there try to get
I am so feeling awful
I just fight with all senses of mine
About keeping alive of of your incredible gift
And when I realize, then I find the wound has been so deep

When I ask to God to protect you from them
I know then that I am just like walking on a fragile bank
Absolutely scary
Yet unfortunately there's no way to reach the goal
This's away there
I don't know where

I keep walking
While I realize that I never get to that place
When I realize that you aren't in my arms yet
Yet till I die, I'll never keep any tire
For this love is always on fire