Coin's Candle Light

Times passed by,and the days were gone.Everything has ended but Candle couldn't forget it that way.She had tried to run and run but she was just stuck on her broken heart.Then she took a seat in front of her make up storage,staring at her messy face.She realized,how could she be that broken.She couldn't cry to relieve the pain,but her chest felt like pressed.

Seconds then minutes,she felt a loneliness.She wanted to open her computer case but then she remembered;Coin had been in her everywhere.She even couldn't stare at her computer screen cos the photograph of Coin had been there,staring at Candle's face&smiling every time she started her computer.And Candle stopped thinking 'bout her computer and the photographs. She dove under her blanket and listened to her music player,but too many songs reminded herself of Coin there.She was killed more and more. Then she turned the music player off and just tried to sleep.Damn! She got reminded of how they began to know,then made a friend until they got closer to each other and became more than friends,and of course how they ended it all. 

She remembered how Coin used to see her everyday,even in the morning before he left for campus,then in the afternoon before he cooked,and ofcourse in the night before they all went to sleep.The memories of Coin's voices when he called on her name still lingered on her mind. She couldn't get them out. The way Coin smiled at her couldn't fade away. Candle remembered how Coin used to call her Honey,Darling,Baby,and My Sexy Lady.Even she always remembered how Coin when he got angry but he never refused to put his shirt off anytime Candle wanted to see his sexy hairy chest.Honestly Candle was crazy 'bout that hairy chest.And above all this,she remembered what she had ever been so afraid of.

Coin:Thanks for being in my days,dear.

Candle:Ya,but you're always too busy and it makes me doubt.I feel and I guess I'm nothing to you.

Coin: Hush,stop thinking bout that and don't ever say what you just said.You're everything.You mean so much to me.Trust me!

Candle: I will,but don't you know what I'm scared?

Coin: Tell me,honey!

Candle : You must go back to your country,someday and that will be the day when I lost you.

Coin: I will live here.

Candle: For how long?

Coin : For all my life.

Candle opened her eyes&again she tried to sleep.But one memory again passed through her thought.

Candle: Why are you disappear?Where have you been?

Coin: Sorry,Honey I was so busy with my tests&I know you know that.But the importance is now I can make a time to see you.

Candle: But don't you know that I've been dying just for missing you?

Coin : I know dear.Me too.I miss you too.But I guess after you get married with someone else you will forget me.

Candle : Do you want me to forget you?

Coin : Please, don't! I mean,maybe someday if you marry someone else you will never remember me.You never long for me this way.

Candle: What if I never get married before you get married too?It means you will forget me first.

Coin : I will never forget you.I don't care whether we can be marriage couple or not someday,you will stay in my heart&on my mind.We will be able to contact&see each other.You will be my forever girlfriend.

Candle: And your wife will kill me harshly.

Coin: I will never let her know.What about you?

Candle: You will never let her know but I will do.I will let her know and make her to chose between to kill herself or to get you divorced.

Coin: (Laugh so loud) I know how great is our love.What 'bout you after you get married and ofcourse if you don't marry me?

Candle: I will not get married before you get married,dear.

Coin : Ya,I mean if I betray you and leave you to marry someone else.

Candle: I will forget you,if you forget me too.

Coin: How can I leave you,Honey?How can I marry someone else if I can't forget you?And why do I have to do?

But it all is gone.They were trapped in a big emotion when they fought few nights ago.They couldn't compromise anymore some-things that made some obstacles for their relation.Words and mocks couldn't stop coming from their mouth&chatting.

Candle : Let's end! Get out of my life! I need you no more.

Coin: OK,let's do! See you next time!

Candle: What for?I hope we'll never meet again someday,anywhere!

Coin : OK, I will never appear again.I promise not to have some times for you.Don't speak again! I'll go.

Everything has ended.Coin was gone and he left some unforgettable memories.

Then Candle now remembers what they have said&vowed,that they would never forget each other.She knows that Coin will always consist of what he has ever vowed.But then Candle realizes,can she do it still?She knows that what they decided has hurt each other,but what could she do that time?She just can think that the decision she made was better.She cannot chose to be tightened out from her engagement with the bureaucracy to live all her life in that country or to ask Coin to end his Permanently Citizenship Process.Candle knows it hurts each of them,but she promises that they will lose nothing but themselves for their relation.

Candle  is trying to forget.No matter how hard she will survive and how hard Coin will stay.